Spiderlilygirl: logs & entries

im a sixteen year old girl in america, this is my voice

content/text warning: explicit sensitive subjects (suicide, self-harm, religion, abuse, exploitation, grief, etc)

I'm prone to saying some-what disturbing things due to my paranoia or other factors. Please read with caution!

entries

  • 01 - september 12 2025
  • 02 - september 13 2025
  • 03 - september 17 2025
  • 04 - september 22 2025
  • 05 - october 01 2025
  • 06 - october 20 2025
  • 07 - october 22 2025
  • 08 - october 28 2025
  • 09 - october 29 2025
  • 10 - october 31 2025
  • 11 - november 04 2025
  • 12 - november 08 2025
  • 13 - november 10 2025
  • 14 - december 02 2025
  • 15 - december 08 2025
  • 16 - december 13 2025
  • 17 - december 17 2025
  • 18 - december 27 2025
  • 19 - december 31 2025
  • 20 - january 06 2026
  • 21 - january 14 2026
  • 22 - january 19 2026
  • 23 - january 30 2026 / J and Saint Rita
  • 24 - feburary 18 2026 / I don't know what to title this
  • 25 - feburary 24 2026 / M again
  • 26 - march 02 2026 / Breaking up with A and thinking about M
  • 27 - march 30 2026 / My first suicide attempt and a little more on M
  • 28 - march 30 2026
  • 29 - april 02 2026 / M has a crush on me?!?!